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So I am into my second trimester and this is the time when the morning sickness is supposed to subside, but I don't see any signs of it.  The last week was by far the worst, with the nausea waiting for me when I opened my eyes in the morning to puking multiple times a day, on a daily basis.  I know every girl is different and every pregnancy is different, so I can read and listen to all that every other pregnant woman shares, but it has nothing to do with what I'm going through cuz it's just not going to be the same.  At this point I don't want to hear that "it's going to get better soon" cuz I KNOW at some point it will, but right now, I want to crawl into a hole, pass out and not wake up until all of this is over.  Now with this head cold, I have to fight off watery eyes, a stuffy/running nose, sneezing, etc...  This has got to be the most miserable feeling in the world... 

I'm not sure how I got this cold.  If it's something I caught or if it's a result of the H1N1 vaccine I received a few days ago...  I had never received any type of flu shot before so I was a little hesitant, but my OB encouraged it.  Now I'm dreading getting the seasonal flu shot if I have to repeat this...  I felt a little off two days after I got the shot and over the weekend just felt progressively worse.  I'm not sure if going to NJ for the weekend just made it worse.  It was my first wedding I sat through completely sober and it is not something I want to repeat.  Weddings and drinking just go hand in hand...  Drinking water, blowing my nose and wanting to puke is not my idea of a good time at a wedding.  The wedding was nice though and everyone had a great time.  Hubby definitely did.  And so did Pucca and Garu at grandma's house...  It seems that I'm the only miserable one these days... 

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