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So my baby is officially 3 months old now!  He's growing up so fast and it makes me sad, but it's exciting at the same time.  He is almost fully holding his neck/head up now and it makes it so much easier to pick him up without worry.  He has become super interactive lately as well.  I went to Chicago for Stacie's bachelorette this past weekend and missed Keoni so much.  I had a good time except for having to pump round the clock while still trying to hang out with the girls.  It was such a pain, but I managed and kept telling myself it's for Keoni's health which kept me going.  I know he won't remember nor care that I breastfed him, but if it prevents him from getting sick often, it's all worth it.  No formula can provide the antibodies my breastmilk does!  I still do look forward to the day I switch over to formula completely...  I'm trying to make it to the end of this year, but we'll see what happens...

So Freddie seemed to have managed Keoni while well over the weekend!  By the time I came back, Keoni was giving out more smiles and was such a happy baby when I saw him...  It melts my heart when I go over to his crib in the morning and he gives me a big smile.  It makes everything all worth it.  I have less than 2 weeks left of my maternity leave so I'm starting to feel a little sad.  I went to check out the daycare on Wednesday and I know they'll do a good job, but the thought of leaving him there all there depressed me a little.  I know I have to go back to work, but it's definitely going to be hard.  There some things going on at work that is going to make my return that much more stressful.  I suppose I'll manage somehow and make it through, but it's going to be a stressful few weeks once I return.

Other than that, Keoni has been doing well...