New Beginnings~
So I start my new job tomorrow! I am excited and anxious at the same time... This is much larger organization with more complexities so it'll be new and a challenge at the same time... I am already impressed with their efficiencies with the new hire process alone!
I had one week off in between and it was so nice and peaceful. I stressed myself out by having a long ass to do list, but I got most of it done so I'm satisfied! It's the little things... I finally grabbed the hammer and hung up the frame in Keoni's room and even finally put up the wall clock for him after months of it sitting there collecting dust. I was able to cook dinner every night and had Keoni and Fred eat hot home cooked meals. Keoni loved my chicken adobo and my kalbi jjim~ I wish I could do that every night, but I know that is not realistic, no matter how great of a job I have...
At one point in the week, as I was driving, I truly felt happy. I think I unconsciously even smiled. I felt as though the big boulder that had been sitting on my chest the past year was truly gone. I don't know why I didn't leave my job earlier. It made me realized how stressed out and unhappy I had been. The long hours, the endless piles of paper, the tunnel that never seemed to end... Alone and doing all that work by myself... People offering to help with their endless words, but no follow through with actions... I'm so glad it's all behind me... I hope this new job is totally different and that I can feel that motivation and excitement I once did.
I had one week off in between and it was so nice and peaceful. I stressed myself out by having a long ass to do list, but I got most of it done so I'm satisfied! It's the little things... I finally grabbed the hammer and hung up the frame in Keoni's room and even finally put up the wall clock for him after months of it sitting there collecting dust. I was able to cook dinner every night and had Keoni and Fred eat hot home cooked meals. Keoni loved my chicken adobo and my kalbi jjim~ I wish I could do that every night, but I know that is not realistic, no matter how great of a job I have...
At one point in the week, as I was driving, I truly felt happy. I think I unconsciously even smiled. I felt as though the big boulder that had been sitting on my chest the past year was truly gone. I don't know why I didn't leave my job earlier. It made me realized how stressed out and unhappy I had been. The long hours, the endless piles of paper, the tunnel that never seemed to end... Alone and doing all that work by myself... People offering to help with their endless words, but no follow through with actions... I'm so glad it's all behind me... I hope this new job is totally different and that I can feel that motivation and excitement I once did.
Good for you and good luck Iz!!
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Thanks B!
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